ARGH

[anotherusedpage]

*hyperventilates*

My scout has been in and has MOVED MY BLOODY EXAM PAPER. It's not where I left it, which was on the desk. It's not in any of the obvious places.

I've got the questions typed into my computer. But but but but.... I can't find my exam paper. *fear*

In other news, my motivation problem which I've been doing so well with all term seems to be back. The idea of getting on with things is rather terrifying at the moment. Will just have to get the fuck on with it. Yes.

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[potatofiend.livejournal.com]

We may need to start a Just Get The Fuck On With It Club, if this goes on.

*pokes week*

[anotherusedpage.livejournal.com]

Sounds good to me.

I wouldn't mind, it's just I'd been doing so well with it so far, and looking forward to this part of term because I was gonna be able to get on with my own thing in my own way. And now I'm... not.

[potatofiend.livejournal.com]

I know, I know; I hate it when that happens. Mneh.

[lucy-lupin.livejournal.com]

Argh that is teh suxor. Hope you find it soon.

[anotherusedpage.livejournal.com]

I can get it off the internet. It's just... it made me panic irrationally.

[vampire-kitten.livejournal.com]

can you get another one? and kill the scout?

[anotherusedpage.livejournal.com]

It's available on the internet, and again I say I had typed it up onto my computer. It was just the psychological reaction to coming into the room and it not being on my desk that was a bit... unnerving. I danced around the room going fuck fuck fuck. Which was desperately productive. Didn't help that it's wednesday, and not thursday, so I had a sudden 'i am on the right day of the week' moment. confusing scout.

Anyway. Babbling.

[awroe.livejournal.com]

But on the other hand, your motivation problem has been going well up until this point in the term, which seems good to me?

[anotherusedpage.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it is good. It's been much better - I just hope I can hold it together is all.

(Also, and not that I didn't know it anyway, but this suggests to me that postgrad reasearch would be a seriously dumb idea for me...)

[awroe.livejournal.com]

*lends strength* Here's hoping.

Postgrad research can be quite a change from undergrad stuff. It is a lot less structured and supervised, so you need to be able to motivate yourself. But on the other hand, they don't make you write about silly topics that you have no interest in, instead letting you choose things that you have a passion for.

[shimgray.livejournal.com]

For what it's worth, my experience indicates that whilst doing postgrad research, the cleaners just hoover the hall and don't ever come into the room.

This may, however, not be very helpful in the grand scheme of things.

[anotherusedpage.livejournal.com]

*grin* not the cleaners, silly boy. The lack of motivation :P

[anotherusedpage.livejournal.com]

Oh, irony. Sorry. Half asleep.

[celebelai.livejournal.com]

Blargh.Motivation. Who needs it?
Seriously though,I hope you find your paper,and I sincerely hope we can all get motivated sooner or later. I must stop procrastinating and gofinish my english assignment, yes.
*huggles*
stop worrying,you"re just going to make yourself sick. *breathe* hon:)

[anotherusedpage.livejournal.com]

Thanks *hugs*

I'm ok, really. My baseline has been much higher this term, both in terms of motivation and stress, so little panics like this aren't anything really.