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May. 22nd, 2006 01:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
anotherusedpageUgh. I'm suffering from revision paralysis. Everything I start working on, something else seems more urgent.
Do I do the revision for Wednesday today, and the revision for Thursday tomorrow, or the other way round? The work for Wednesday feels more urgent - and in a way there's more that needs doing - but if I do it now, then tomorrow I'll have to do the work for Thursday, and the Wednesday work will still feel more urgent, and then it'll mean that I haven't done the Wednesday revision the day before, and I still have Wednesday afternoon to do some of the Thursday work...
I know what I do. I do know what I do. I go to the library now, and I do some of the Wednesday work until about six o clock. Then I stop for a bit, then I do Thursday work at my computer for a bit. Then I go to bed. Then tomorrow, I start with Thursday work and go on to Wednesday work. This is the Plan. But whenever I start, I feel panicky, and if I'm just procrastinating (something important to be doing, therefore I've got the guitar out, cos that's just like revision...) I feel fine, so the urge is not to start.
And there are only two left.
And I'll feel really stupid if I fuck them up.
*sigh* god I hate this.
Do I do the revision for Wednesday today, and the revision for Thursday tomorrow, or the other way round? The work for Wednesday feels more urgent - and in a way there's more that needs doing - but if I do it now, then tomorrow I'll have to do the work for Thursday, and the Wednesday work will still feel more urgent, and then it'll mean that I haven't done the Wednesday revision the day before, and I still have Wednesday afternoon to do some of the Thursday work...
I know what I do. I do know what I do. I go to the library now, and I do some of the Wednesday work until about six o clock. Then I stop for a bit, then I do Thursday work at my computer for a bit. Then I go to bed. Then tomorrow, I start with Thursday work and go on to Wednesday work. This is the Plan. But whenever I start, I feel panicky, and if I'm just procrastinating (something important to be doing, therefore I've got the guitar out, cos that's just like revision...) I feel fine, so the urge is not to start.
And there are only two left.
And I'll feel really stupid if I fuck them up.
*sigh* god I hate this.
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Date: 2006-05-22 12:59 pm (UTC)I'm sorry I'm rubbish and no help.
Love you xx
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Date: 2006-05-22 03:03 pm (UTC)Not long now. Then you get to siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing a lot :-)
See you soon. xx
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Date: 2006-05-22 04:01 pm (UTC)Yay, she is stressing - not she'll get to enjoy after exams properly...
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Date: 2006-05-22 04:42 pm (UTC)not stress. apathy. there's a difference.
*sigh*