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My gran's just died.
Knew it was coming. But... oh god...
Typing this mostly because none of my flatmates are around. Amy's gone home for the night, and I dunno where Sarah is, and Graham and George are out and Patricia's pissed and Carmen and Tris aren't back yet and... I want people. I want Rosie. I want my mum.
I feel about four years old.
She was so fucking miserable at the end. I kept thinking it would be better if she'd just die. But of course I didn't mean it.
Fuck.

Comments

[ladydewinter.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I am so sorry, sweetie.

I know this always sounds stupid, and it doesn't make it better, but from what you told us it really sounded like she was hurting, and even though you'll miss her, this is probably... not for the best, but better.

It's 00:06 am now as I write this, I guess 23:06 GMT. I'm going to be online for another hour, so if you want to talk, I'm there for you. Just AIM me, or email me.

[lucy-lupin.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. My great-grandfather died last year, and people were saying that at least he died before he became a vegetable and completely dependent on everyone else, but I still missed him, you know? Cliched, but I don't think anyone believes that you really wanted your grandmother to die, just that you didn't want to see her suffering. Don't really know what else to say, but big hugs.

[redfireborn.livejournal.com]

So sorry, hon. Wish there was something I could do...

I really hope you can eventually...make peace with it, and believe that wherever she is now, she's not in pain anymore. I think that's the best comfort you can give yourself.

*hugs*

[uberwald.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. I know there's not much we can do for you at the moment except offer sympathy and hugs, but they're here. In abundance.

*hugs*

[littlerainbow.livejournal.com]

Aww, I'm soo sorry for you... *hugs*

I hate the feeling there is nothing you can do... For me now... I hope you can live with it one day, just give it time. And just remember we're here for you when we need you. :)

*hugs*

[made-up.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm so sorry to hear this - and I know it's hard when you're away from home. Thinking comforting thoughts in your direction, and hoping that the last couple of days haven't been too difficult.